During a long aridity of writing Schemes of Work and Lesson Plans (whatever-the-hell-they-are) on forms designed by descendants of Procrustes intended to stump and stifle your mind; during a creative desert when all sparks are dampened by the necessity of pedagogic duties I crossed an oasis of culture over the past three days. And I must stop writing like that.
Firstly on Thursday I took in a lecture by John Garth at the National Army Museum: his topic being The battle of the Somme and the Passage of the Marshes, a chapter from Tolkien’s The Lord of the Rings. Obviously this chapter recalls the Somme battlefield and Tolkien himself said so, but Garth’s thesis was that after a long dry patch his writing was triggered by a journey to Brum where, as he wrote, he saw “ghosts rise from the pavement”. These ghosts were all those, his close friends, his comrades, his acquaintances, his generation, that perished in that battle, and that the reminiscences appear throughout Frodo’s journey to Mordor. It is a good theory but I am not convinced: any writer would, I think, couch their reminiscences in those terms, and when one is forced to write one draws deep on anything inside to produce the goods. It is likely the link is coincidental. But I did get the opportunity to tell him how much I enjoyed his book, Tolkien and the Great War. Tolkien is the selling point, but it says so much about what young middle class men went through in the Great War, and is worth reading, especially in the advent of the centenary, whether you like Tolkien or not. And there with the rest are the lads that will never be old……
Friday saw friend Nicola and me listen to an open discussion at the British Library on ideology in children’s literature. The conclusion was there there was ideology in kid’s books, both implicitly and explicitly, engendered by the time. So what’s new – but we were both expecting something a little more academic. In fact the only academic on the platform barely opened his trap, and at one point it was almost a circus for a bumptious (but knowledgeable) publisher.
Then came music. I went with friend Steve to hear Mozart’s mass in C minor at the RFH. I know the Lachrmosa but I am not familiar with it in context and I found it a powerful piece: but very obviously Mozart. Sometimes I think that Mozart spent rather too much of his time writing in the style of Mozart rather than being himself. That he died so young before he grew out of this is one of the greatest tragedies of music, along with the early deaths of Schubert and Gershwin.
But not quiet Stendhal syndrome: a dizzyness and unbalancing caused by the exposure to the awe of great art. It happens a lot in Venice and Florence; and it is named after the novelist who was thus overcome in Florence.
So the desert approaches again, and the relief of art and thought passes over the horizon, and I am forced to think that over the last dozen years or so I have given too much time to the art and creativity of others, rather than to my own…….